That long ago time now past
When our friendship was still whole
And you said you were proud of me.
Do you remember when
We were still close enough that you wished me well?
And I wished you all the happiness in the world.
That fracture ran so deep
Even my apology fell flat.
Still left feeling that I've taken all the blame
Missed out on my shot at redemption
Now that I'm no longer the shot in the camera.
I learned somehow
Not to care. Then
Now my heart hurts
All over again.